Monday, August 16, 2010

the magic is YOU.

so i totally turned 30 today. i still suck at updating this here blogger blog, but hey i sure do tweet a lot? ha. again, i'm not going to lie and say that i will fully commit to updating and posting on a regular basis. i'm trying to be an honest woman, you know? but yeah, woo 30! i also recently chopped my hair off. things are good, i'm pregnant with possibility (no babies, though), and waaay past due. teetering on the brink of awesomeness, if you're picking up what i'm putting down. jesus, i sound like i'm speaking in riddles or bob dylan lyrics :(

three more things: i love you, let's talk soon, listen to bronski beat.

Friday, June 11, 2010

double dare.

i double dog dare you not to laugh during this.

ahhh yeah.

i could be redundant and say that i suck at blogging, wah wah wah, etc. but i won't. things have changed LIKE CRAZY in the amaris universe. well, not that crazy but shit's looking up for once, and it's awesome. i'll tell you all about it even if it kills me (lying).

you know i love you ;)

Wednesday, March 31, 2010


so about a week ago i was feeling way down in the dumps for mildly selfish reasons. when i'm super bummed like that i tend to listen to the saddest music in the world, of course. in doing so i decided to break out some old sparklehorse tunes. sparklehorse's music played a HUGE part in my early 20's, and has stuck with me like melancholic honey ever since. did i actually just type "meloncholic honey?" gross, amaris. but yeah, mark linkous' music has always had such profound affect on affect that i'll never quite be able to explain.

when i heard about his passing i cried. oh my god you guys, i cried the hardest that have in a while (the word "guttural" comes to mind). usually ~*celebrity*~ deaths have zero influence on my moods, but this was different. my guts were wrenched, my heart was broken, and i was not sniveling about my own mundane life for once. heh, i may or may not be choked up right now. ugh :(

mark linkous, your gifts will be missed so much more than you'll ever know.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

spring, sprang, sprung.

i totally remember blasting this gem on the first day of spring. i was a very literal 14 year old.

happy vernal equinox, dears. i'm going to go listen to "touch my tooter."

Wednesday, January 6, 2010