tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6896336402306331232024-03-05T10:38:09.539-05:00you love n.p.o.the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.comBlogger119125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-3494179064512684712010-08-16T22:03:00.004-04:002010-08-16T22:21:30.492-04:00the magic is YOU.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdIyi1TENqrTn9K-N8Yvjwtr7xjDvClR2q7bymmWUr2AyZjOHOpr-IDIDJ7MJWlZwfnZFgGn8zCCh8kt3FaIqKpuyToKIw1WgjWLJpgT5pq1eN25vqiKz5OsJQ3Bq9VnNtsxsqGRlZvpc/s1600/tumblr_l3h6sn115b1qzvv0ko1_500.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 315px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdIyi1TENqrTn9K-N8Yvjwtr7xjDvClR2q7bymmWUr2AyZjOHOpr-IDIDJ7MJWlZwfnZFgGn8zCCh8kt3FaIqKpuyToKIw1WgjWLJpgT5pq1eN25vqiKz5OsJQ3Bq9VnNtsxsqGRlZvpc/s400/tumblr_l3h6sn115b1qzvv0ko1_500.png" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5506194900884779666" /></a><br /><br />so i totally turned 30 today. i still suck at updating this here blogger blog, but hey i sure do tweet a lot? ha. again, i'm not going to lie and say that i will fully commit to updating and posting on a regular basis. i'm trying to be an honest woman, you know? but yeah, woo 30! i also recently chopped my hair off. things are good, i'm pregnant with possibility (no babies, though), and waaay past due. teetering on the brink of awesomeness, if you're picking up what i'm putting down. jesus, i sound like i'm speaking in riddles or bob dylan lyrics :(<br /><br />three more things: i love you, let's talk soon, listen to bronski beat. <br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/F6TYQaDthIY?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/F6TYQaDthIY?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-49047353384902561042010-06-11T17:35:00.003-04:002010-06-11T17:41:33.109-04:00double dare.i double dog dare you not to laugh during this. <br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/1ptQatdjOFM&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/1ptQatdjOFM&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />ahhh yeah.<br /><br />i could be redundant and say that i suck at blogging, wah wah wah, etc. but i won't. things have changed LIKE CRAZY in the amaris universe. well, not that crazy but shit's looking up for once, and it's awesome. i'll tell you all about it even if it kills me (lying). <br /><br />you know i love you ;)the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-5915298381427644562010-03-31T20:11:00.004-04:002010-03-31T21:12:48.851-04:00...so about a week ago i was feeling way down in the dumps for mildly selfish reasons. when i'm super bummed like that i tend to listen to the saddest music in the world, of <span style="font-style:italic;">course</span>. in doing so i decided to break out some old sparklehorse tunes. sparklehorse's music played a HUGE part in my early 20's, and has stuck with me like melancholic honey ever since. did i actually just type "meloncholic honey?" gross, amaris. but yeah, mark linkous' music has always had such profound affect on me...an affect that i'll never quite be able to explain. <br /><br />when i heard about <a href="http://www.rollingstone.com/rockdaily/index.php/2010/03/06/sparklehorses-mark-linkous-takes-own-life/">his passing</a> i cried. oh my god you guys, i cried the hardest that have in a <b>while</b> (the word "guttural" comes to mind). usually ~*celebrity*~ deaths have zero influence on my moods, but this was different. my guts were wrenched, my heart was broken, and i was not sniveling about my own mundane life for once. heh, i may or may not be choked up right now. ugh :(<br /><br />mark linkous, your gifts will be missed so much more than you'll ever know. <br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/WfPUyeXLfy8&hl=en_US&fs=1&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/WfPUyeXLfy8&hl=en_US&fs=1&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Btmycg_Pq4E&hl=en_US&fs=1&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Btmycg_Pq4E&hl=en_US&fs=1&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-27490544982610855472010-03-20T22:02:00.003-04:002010-03-20T22:10:38.920-04:00spring, sprang, sprung.i totally remember blasting this gem on the first day of spring. i was a very literal 14 year old.<br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/0Tn79QnTiU4&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/0Tn79QnTiU4&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />happy vernal equinox, dears. i'm going to go listen to "touch my tooter."the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-28336009771880622862010-01-06T22:27:00.001-05:002010-01-06T22:31:35.108-05:00what is this i don't even.<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/aqxFcxrQ124&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/aqxFcxrQ124&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />i don't know if this is sad, scary, or hilarious. hold me?the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-21022930295579039282009-12-22T16:09:00.003-05:002009-12-22T16:13:29.455-05:00dur dur d'etre bebe!whatever happened to jordy?<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/7IiLZ0dvDWU&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/7IiLZ0dvDWU&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />also, this jam mysteriously popped into my noggin in a target dressing room.the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-85817520104661726112009-12-19T17:17:00.005-05:002010-01-13T13:31:47.253-05:00regression session.so it's snowing here in sunny south central pennsylvania. like, REALLY snowing. the duder is keeping busy with video games, and i am laughing at old mix cds, drinking some gosh darned hoegaarden. ha ha not much going on, so decided to indulge myself in a survey for old times sake. this one's for you myspace!<br /><br />1.What was the last thing you put in your mouth? <br />besides this earth shatteringly good beer? some hot, french vanilla cafe action. i love you general foods, and your international coffees.<br /><br />2.Where was your profile picture taken?<br />it was taken on my bed i think?<br /><br />3.Can you play Guitar Hero?<br />ehh i prefer the karaoke type games. tried dj hero in best buy the other, and i caused a scene since all i could do was train wreck, and laugh.<br /><br />4.Name someone who made you laugh today? <br /><a href="http://www.regretsy.com/">regretsy.com</a>, duh.<br /><br />5.How late did you stay up last night and why? <br />i was up til about 2:30 a.m. watching old LOST episodes.<br /><br />6.If you could move somewhere else, would you?<br />here is pretty cool, thanks very much :) although a log cabin in the woods, or a shih tzu farm in the country would rule when i'm older.<br /><br />7. Ever been kissed under fireworks? <br />yep.<br /><br />8. Which of your friends lives closest to you? <br />apart from my HBG pals, i think that cece might live the closest? or perk. what's closer, DC or philly?<br /><br />9. Do you believe ex's can be friends?<br />if there is zero douchebaggery involved, which usually isn't the case.<br /><br />10. How do you feel about Dr Pepper? <br />i can get down with cherry diet dr. pepper.<br /><br />11. When was the last time you cried really hard?<br />this past week. yaaaaay pms :(<br /><br />12. Who took your profile picture?<br />myself.<br /><br />13. Who was the last person you took a picture of? <br />Bentastic.<br /><br />14. Was yesterday better than today?<br />no. i didn't have to wake up 6 am today, dude.<br /><br />15. Can you live a day without TV? <br />of course.<br /><br />16. Are you upset about anything?<br />nope.<br /><br />17. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?<br />absolutely.<br /><br />18. Are you a bad influence?<br />ha ha i may very well be.<br /><br />19. Night out or night in?<br />either or can be all kinds of amazing.<br /><br />20. What items could you not go without during the day?<br />my contacts, black eyeliner, and lip balm.<br /><br />21. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?<br />heh i'm usually the one there.<br /><br />22. What does the last text message in your inbox say? <br />"he's asian?!"<br /><br />23. How do you feel about your life right now? <br />more hours at work would rule, but otherwise things are looking up. <br /><br />24. Do you hate anyone?<br />nah.<br /><br />25. If we were to look in your facebook inbox, what would we find? <br />spam, secrets, more spam.<br /><br />26. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass? <br />mmm hmm.<br /><br />27. Has anyone ever called you perfect before? <br />that was funny.<br /><br />28. What song is stuck in your head? <br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/x9J65j2GNzw&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/x9J65j2GNzw&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />29. Someone knocks on your window at 2:00 a.m., who do you want it to be? <br />a surprise visit from some friends would rule.<br /><br />30.Wanna have grandkids by the time your 50?<br />i don't care?<br /><br />31. Name something you have to do tomorrow? <br />wake up, cook, clean, watch documentaries, etc.<br /><br />32. Do you think too much or too little? <br />ha ha ha waaaaay too much.<br /><br />33. Do you smile a lot? <br />oh yes.<br /><br />that didn't even feel good ;(the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-89360601287585054132009-12-13T20:33:00.007-05:002009-12-13T20:58:43.456-05:00a better amaris 3.0i recently joined a gym. i've even gone as far as hiring a personal trainer. busting my ass with strength training and cardio, etc. i know that i will never ever be tiny and that's beyond cool, but i wouldn't mind fitting into my favorite pair of jeans again. actually, i've forbade myself from purchasing jeans until i reach my goal. in the meantime it looks like leggings for me! <br /><br />about a year and i half ago i fell in love with these CRAZY gold leggings at target, but for some reason never bought them? :(<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI8fqdLCvkn6IbL9KwCRISYMlXvSeSPrN_hYZT_CccPnxctPWC-Lt71h4popiWKvH_JzLsRPGOnAKOvbfEz5CZCiEQvxKIhF5JeC1ZasseLJSNQB7ZD7o5ElsA29kFixpx2g9nT-80DJs/s1600-h/wtmww.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI8fqdLCvkn6IbL9KwCRISYMlXvSeSPrN_hYZT_CccPnxctPWC-Lt71h4popiWKvH_JzLsRPGOnAKOvbfEz5CZCiEQvxKIhF5JeC1ZasseLJSNQB7ZD7o5ElsA29kFixpx2g9nT-80DJs/s400/wtmww.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414900820187827858" /></a><br /><br />then one day i was perusing the lovely wares at <a href="http://bandlu.com/">b&lu</a> (a place to find super fantastic clothes for the zaftig set) and i came upon <a href="http://bandlu.com/product.asp?item=metg">these</a> bad boys. <br /><br />can you say kismet? <br /><br />so yeah, wish me luck on my legging clad journey of wellness. i've even started eating better (cooking my own meals helps), and drinking buckets full of water everyday. is it too geeky to say that i'm excited about looking, and feeling healthier? ha ha fuck it, i'm so ready :) all the same, i'm not going to say that i am banishing pizza, beer, and cupcakes forever cuz that would be one of the filthiest lies. <br /><br />p.s. i promise to wear dresses, tunics, and shirts that <span style="font-style:italic;">at least</span> cover my bum during this time of knit leg wear. pinkie swear.the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-84121953008572875062009-12-13T16:49:00.003-05:002009-12-13T17:08:12.091-05:00kid stuff.so the music that i used to <span style="font-style:italic;">love</span> as a middle schooler now causes me to erupt in bouts of hysterical laughter. i was a fun kid. if i could travel back in time i'd totally hang out with teenage amaris! i'd also tell her to pluck her eyebrows, stop holding her feelings in (or eating them), wear flattering clothes, and to keep on wearing green, glittery lipstick. <br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/nj2HdBwbQbM&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/nj2HdBwbQbM&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /> <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/KtmgKuiMECY&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/KtmgKuiMECY&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/1rTpV3Fr2eY&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/1rTpV3Fr2eY&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/TOdo7dhvSwg&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/TOdo7dhvSwg&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />golden, right?!<br /><br />aaand then the jon spencer blues explosion's music turned me into a woman! the end.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/KgkEw4GjtdU&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/KgkEw4GjtdU&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-24284459590209132572009-12-13T16:46:00.001-05:002009-12-16T18:31:26.882-05:00it's magic part ii<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://img.ffffound.com/static-data/assets/6/933944e35349fa536331ae26c7471695fe1765dd_m.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 480px; height: 383px;" src="http://img.ffffound.com/static-data/assets/6/933944e35349fa536331ae26c7471695fe1765dd_m.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><br />whoa, has it really been a month since my last post? ha ha that sucks.<br /><br />apart from the flotsam, the jetsum, and spam mail, the internet can be a wonderfully magnificent place. i could go on and on about countless websites that teach you about helping others, helping yourself, making art, getting inspired, saving the world, etc. however, i will not go on and on about all of these aforementioned web gems, because you'll wind up falling asleep (if you haven't already). <br /><br />let's talk about <a href="http://www.tumblr.com">tumblr</a>. ohhh tumblr. say what you want, but that bitch rules. it's like a feast for the eyes and ears. all awesome images, cupcakes, beer, glitter, dresses, and pizza. i get inspired by the melange of things posted there on a regular basis. it's also safe to say that i prefer it over social networking sites. i'd rather get stoked about ideas, and images than lurk someone or write on their wall. ha ha i don't know?<br /><br />some of my most favorite tumblelogs (in no particular order, doy) would include:<br /><br /><a href="http://youcankeepthechange.tumblr.com/">youcankeepthechange</a><br /><br /><a href="http://dogganghappened.tumblr.com/">dogganghappened</a><br /><br /><a href="http://sparkleneelysparkle.tumblr.com/">sparkleneelysparkle</a><br /><br /><a href="http://srisiris.tumblr.com/">srisiris</a><br /><br /><a href="http://radwolf.tumblr.com/">radwolf</a><br /><br /><a href="http://meganmcisaac.tumblr.com/">meganmcisaac</a><br /><br /><a href="http://joncarling.tumblr.com/">joncarling</a><br /><br /><a href="http://coreena.tumblr.com/">coreena</a><br /><br /><a href="http://rickkanelives.tumblr.com/">rickkanelives</a><br /><br />a straight up cornucopia of magnificence right there. all of these people infuse me with wonder and awe, even if i don't know some of them in real life, or whatever. <br /><br />ha ha so i try to make a blog posting about the raddest sites ever, and it becomes a love letter to tumblr? <span style="font-weight:bold;">of course it does.</span>the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-72144669580398694782009-11-15T23:00:00.004-05:002009-11-15T23:09:13.544-05:00fidelity.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.wackypackages.org/stickers/4th_2006/realproducts/cornflakes.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 443px; height: 648px;" src="http://www.wackypackages.org/stickers/4th_2006/realproducts/cornflakes.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />i've been cheating on this blog with that little <a href="http://theonlyamaris.tumblr.com/">tumblr</a> minx for <span style="font-style:italic;">way</span> too long. flaking out and stuff :( i'll be back to posting some super fun jazz soon, though. i've got so much to tell you. also, i sound like a broken record. sorry about that :)the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-45320442799551216462009-11-15T22:57:00.002-05:002009-11-15T22:59:41.774-05:00a word of advice.do <span style="font-weight:bold;">not</span> watch this when you are trying to wind down for the night.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/_DIQKUZIqHo&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/_DIQKUZIqHo&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;"><br />MAGIC.</span>the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-3468357189538314572009-10-19T20:01:00.011-04:002010-01-13T13:30:26.044-05:00it's magic part i.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.ahotbath.com/images/diaryin-1992.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 450px; height: 301px;" src="http://www.ahotbath.com/images/diaryin-1992.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><br />ok. so i'm pretty much treating this thing like one of the many abandoned journals of my youth. you know what i'm talking about...the fancy leather bound one that you buy at borders, that you write like one entry in. or the 99 cent marble notebook that you intend on littering with collage magic, and it JUST DOESN'T HAPPEN. no mas! i'm going to get off my ass, and uhhh get back on my ass? ha ha something like that.<br /><br />the internet is tricky, being productive (on the internet, and otherwise) is trickier. talking in circles yay! what i'm <span style="font-style:italic;">trying</span> to say is that is that i am once again up and at 'em on the productivity tip. new home, job hunting, life changing, creating things, bright eyed and busy tailed, etc.<br /><br />so yeah, expect to see more of me on here.<br /><br />p.s. if the internet were a video game this guy would surely be one of it's bosses.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/d2Mn7phr5TU&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/d2Mn7phr5TU&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />i can't front; dude's songs are kinda catchy and memorable :( also, much like that "<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4-9mB_kGgg&feature=player_embedded">lotion</a>" video, i like pretending that he's every creepy guy that i've ever known :)the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-65112952984523247552009-08-20T18:45:00.007-04:002009-08-20T19:00:50.602-04:00i'm not mad.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnfKOIZSSpDQY1FuirqWtioYR71hRUBMpBR5gTgiH4QzV6DL6p_O6yWO2bUkGEOmldp4ylDgBTwppGnQ_Tcv7CEux5Y3HRNPDtvbj2TfLEEtXR8wdV1MSkr1qLS7rq5dLG-c_HCZ8UX8s/s1600-h/wwd_hardcandy.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 291px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnfKOIZSSpDQY1FuirqWtioYR71hRUBMpBR5gTgiH4QzV6DL6p_O6yWO2bUkGEOmldp4ylDgBTwppGnQ_Tcv7CEux5Y3HRNPDtvbj2TfLEEtXR8wdV1MSkr1qLS7rq5dLG-c_HCZ8UX8s/s400/wwd_hardcandy.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5372183513117515010" /></a><br /><br />whoa! so it turns out that <a href="http://www.temptalia.com/hard-candy-returns-at-wal-mart">hard candy</a> will be joining forces with walmart. the makeup/nail polish junkie in me (i have three traincases full of stuff, you guys) is sooo beyond stoked. are you? :)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUqBiTsgskc-ikJQVgTfJgZ8bzERDTdxv7w8t5yTsQv_4Djg4g3u-cIZ8p4B4V807t5sw9RPC-j3isuZWDA5UjZiF5u69PMV2MRAnQLWTzMeK4vmrpe_daiFs6h9Ut4WOZLnU4M5BMmZI/s1600-h/24591422.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 308px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUqBiTsgskc-ikJQVgTfJgZ8bzERDTdxv7w8t5yTsQv_4Djg4g3u-cIZ8p4B4V807t5sw9RPC-j3isuZWDA5UjZiF5u69PMV2MRAnQLWTzMeK4vmrpe_daiFs6h9Ut4WOZLnU4M5BMmZI/s400/24591422.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5372182939841677490" /></a>the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-69885191365551915942009-08-14T16:46:00.002-04:002009-08-14T17:06:07.759-04:00hmm.perhaps this is why i'm excited about getting older?<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBj_n9NqS-8ICMv5hyphenhyphen1QVue9RhqNgQfg2NYb4T-dk49qVB58QJzjCxlNWGQbKch44dhsVNKrsKABL66x6CvIpLY51VYT8i2LGc9aSjgISpCv4VDQqJYNYBeOUAQvpk-dV8Ed6sYrYugJM/s1600-h/0ijvC3Ykep5rhtc8dxo6dDblo1_500.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 196px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBj_n9NqS-8ICMv5hyphenhyphen1QVue9RhqNgQfg2NYb4T-dk49qVB58QJzjCxlNWGQbKch44dhsVNKrsKABL66x6CvIpLY51VYT8i2LGc9aSjgISpCv4VDQqJYNYBeOUAQvpk-dV8Ed6sYrYugJM/s400/0ijvC3Ykep5rhtc8dxo6dDblo1_500.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369924031059289490" /></a><br /><br />yup yup.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/M7StFtlrroY&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/M7StFtlrroY&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-15766691506468137272009-08-14T15:16:00.006-04:002009-08-14T15:47:36.685-04:00yay!so tomorrow i'm headed to philadelphia to party it up birthday style (see the post below). i'm not usually this stoked about turning another year older, but i guess that i'm ready for the next chapter? like, beyond ready. good things, productive things are happening. 29 will be <span style="font-weight:bold;">all mine</span>. ha ha i am lame! but yeah, i finally discovered how to make mixes on youtube so i decided to make a birthday mix for myself, and anyone else that would enjoy listening to it :)<br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/p/DEB47028AA8CC010&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/p/DEB47028AA8CC010&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="480" height="385" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true"></embed></object><br /><br />i also <span style="font-style:italic;">had</span> to make another polyvore on the wishlist tip, cuz you know.<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.polyvore.com/birthday_jamz/set?.mid=embed&id=11249845"><img width="400" alt="Birthday Jamz" src="http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-set/BQcDAAAAAwoDanBnAAAABC5vdXQKFnROU2Zfa0dJM2hHNjhXUExTTS1VZ2cAAAACaWQKAWUAAAAEc2l6ZQ.jpg" title="Birthday Jamz" height="400" border="0" /></a><br/><small><a href="http://www.polyvore.com/birthday_jamz/set?.mid=embed&id=11249845">Birthday Jamz</a> by <a href="http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?.mid=embed&id=533439">theonlyamaris</a> featuring <a href="http://www.polyvore.com/forever21/shop?brand=Forever21&category_id=2">Forever21</a></small></div> <br /><br />uh huh.<br /><br />oh yeah, it occured to me the other day that a ton of stellar people share the same exact birthday as me (see: madonna, <a href="http://betseyj.com/">betsey j</a>, bb king, <a href="http://www.myspace.com/illp">deejay ill P</a>, <a href="http://www.sweetslyrics.com/poze/bio/Donovan%20leitch.jpg">donovan leitch jr.</a> (mmm), <a href="http://taramason.tumblr.com/">tara mason</a>, and rumer willis). hey guys, hey :) i hope that all leo babies in general are having the best birthdays EVER. this is for you.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/R_NXMwuCvxU&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/R_NXMwuCvxU&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />love and nonsense (clearly),<br /><br />amaristhe only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-6782824570003230902009-08-07T01:24:00.005-04:002009-08-07T01:40:47.879-04:00this is why my birthday (well, the night before it) will be awesome.ok. it's been settled, i'm going to celebrate my 29th birthday in philly. i like philly, and i imagine that i'll like it even more after next saturday!<br /><br />first off we have the <a href="http://maddecent.com/blog/2009/08/05/mad-decent-block-party-ii/">mad decent block party</a>. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLKsFjv_XqyBGRWGnwbEwmH1o0mcc1i9HwuZeMqUhnxO7atbq4fYLlopW0wxD-yuAJnAy0ZkdDT6sw3FI9x5fKA-zj-gwsofFCWNyOt047H2PbKZIZ5gUhjQyDwuxtb37H_UcZN20UQPo/s1600-h/blockparty_final1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 270px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLKsFjv_XqyBGRWGnwbEwmH1o0mcc1i9HwuZeMqUhnxO7atbq4fYLlopW0wxD-yuAJnAy0ZkdDT6sw3FI9x5fKA-zj-gwsofFCWNyOt047H2PbKZIZ5gUhjQyDwuxtb37H_UcZN20UQPo/s400/blockparty_final1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367092627438844418" /></a><br /><br />holy shit you guys. <br /><br />and then there's <a href="http://subdivisionbass.com/2009/07/1st-annual-subdivision-bass-safari/">this hot action</a>...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://subdivisionbass.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/bass-safari-tabloid.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 500px; height: 775px;" src="http://subdivisionbass.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/bass-safari-tabloid.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />just now, on twitter, i decided that BYOB can also stand for "bring your own baked goods." <br /><br />i was kidding(?)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://z.about.com/d/entertaining/1/0/m/C/dancingprincesses.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 500px; height: 483px;" src="http://z.about.com/d/entertaining/1/0/m/C/dancingprincesses.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />so yeah, if you are in the philadelphia vicinity next saturday by all means come on down.the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-3522523941251232722009-08-07T00:35:00.004-04:002009-08-07T01:06:45.655-04:00whinenoceros status.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5r2fR14d2Y5obMKu1P214HDDuSCO6KOxE1mv5GD_wO_1Zl33foaMf3PocCQ32xxVj09jI2JusDJx17054NMGajg7F6Nw9Clu3iqLt_rGCoAQAQ2a-2wFYMM-o35AhSwxhoMOQNlbiOOg/s1600-h/5TgNEpRpGm8bvp12PBBDBIsro1_500.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 304px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5r2fR14d2Y5obMKu1P214HDDuSCO6KOxE1mv5GD_wO_1Zl33foaMf3PocCQ32xxVj09jI2JusDJx17054NMGajg7F6Nw9Clu3iqLt_rGCoAQAQ2a-2wFYMM-o35AhSwxhoMOQNlbiOOg/s400/5TgNEpRpGm8bvp12PBBDBIsro1_500.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367076939352887314" /></a><br /><br />that's how it feels sometimes. <br /><br />anxiety, unanswered texts/emails, my favorite people and their lack of enthusiasm for all things amaris, worrying, my <a href="http://www.wheelessonline.com/ortho/subtalar_fusion">busted paw</a>, feeling like a burden as a result of the aforementioned paw, getting annoyed by myself, pointless whining, nagging neurosis, etc. once again i need cher to come and slap me, while demanding that i "snap out of it." she should also totally lend me one of her fabulous wigs.<br /><br />i'd like to think that tonight is just a hiccup, and that i will emerge tomorrow morning as fresh as a daisy. a daisy who doesn't give a fuck about that negative shit.<br /><br />this felt good :)the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-91257636786537528642009-07-02T20:34:00.003-04:002009-07-02T20:39:03.039-04:00oh baby?<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/XQcVllWpwGs&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/XQcVllWpwGs&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&feature=player_embedded&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowScriptAccess="always" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />CGI artist have gone too far D:the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-21228738805012457722009-07-02T02:32:00.003-04:002009-07-02T02:37:31.220-04:00snore.i'm half awake, and eons behind on the polyvore train. that's neither here, nor there. i decided that i want to wear patterns, have a crazy cake, wear lots of eye makeup, text people, rock flat shoes, and drink arizona tea(?) on my birthday. it's going to be a party, and i promise that you are invited.<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.polyvore.com/birthday_wishes/set?.mid=embed&id=10011416"><img width="400" alt="Birthday Wishes" src="http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-set/BQcDAAAAAwoDanBnAAAABC5vdXQKFlpKYkY0TkZtM2hHWkg5d1ZKTGhsQncAAAACaWQKAWUAAAAEc2l6ZQ.jpg" title="Birthday Wishes" height="400" border="0" /></a><br/><small><a href="http://www.polyvore.com/birthday_wishes/set?.mid=embed&id=10011416">Birthday Wishes</a> by <a href="http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?.mid=embed&id=533439">theonlyamaris</a> featuring <a href="http://www.polyvore.com/lipsy/shop?brand=Lipsy">Lipsy</a></small></div><br /><br />fun times, huh? :)the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-12580109102999778662009-07-01T23:07:00.007-04:002009-07-01T23:38:39.161-04:00nom?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiM_E7tnMlOkB84H-oP3RbF8umpB6p_mQ2e8ZwW1xAbsvw7s_o1lri2z51WUHIyhdG9o5b2Y-3zAi-VsOUfuAUl-wgpwWDwzUOT3m1iY0O7BI_Jfu3CybK7NzXUM2JQEgy7bYa_SKZd7KE/s1600-h/hotchick.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiM_E7tnMlOkB84H-oP3RbF8umpB6p_mQ2e8ZwW1xAbsvw7s_o1lri2z51WUHIyhdG9o5b2Y-3zAi-VsOUfuAUl-wgpwWDwzUOT3m1iY0O7BI_Jfu3CybK7NzXUM2JQEgy7bYa_SKZd7KE/s400/hotchick.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353694464870214402" /></a><br /><br />so i totally bought this book for five bucks at barnes & noble. they've got some awesome ideas in it. also, <a href="http://www.heydayproductions.com/authors.htm">they</a> <span style="font-weight:bold;">don't</span> insinuate that chubbier people, and meat eaters are disgustingly gross devil people...<span style="font-style:italic;">unlike</span> the ladies behind "<a href="http://www.skinnybitch.net/">skinny bitch</a>." in the meantime i seem to have misplaced my copy (see: i lost it in a night club, of all places), but oh well. i'll buy another copy if i could get it for the same price. scout's honor :)<br /><br />but yeah, i'm still trying to fight the good fight, make healthy choices for my body, be a hotter/better amaris, fitter, happier, more productive, blah blah blah. sucks that i can't exercise my ass off right now, since i'm still rockin' the orthopedic boot. yesterday i found a picture of myself on some nightlife/party website, and i looked like a tan miss piggy, with a side of heaving cleavage. no bueno :(<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmEW-wPwhVoXLwrhdl5zaWg3dWkYMymMxCL32-F6kzDXLPV8Mt-I70KI67Zwe_q32MCUW5OxYcjyi24xepzvy4OllvGYTC9Ndf8hJ31mr0I5Rov6_Qm6s5UVfjFfC255uSA0vnS7u1HYM/s1600-h/muppets-miss-piggy-plumpfiction.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 284px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmEW-wPwhVoXLwrhdl5zaWg3dWkYMymMxCL32-F6kzDXLPV8Mt-I70KI67Zwe_q32MCUW5OxYcjyi24xepzvy4OllvGYTC9Ndf8hJ31mr0I5Rov6_Qm6s5UVfjFfC255uSA0vnS7u1HYM/s400/muppets-miss-piggy-plumpfiction.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353699508626445202" /></a><br /><br />soooo yeah, back to attempting to whip my ass into shape. hopefully wii boxing, free weights, and some time on the yoga ball will make a dent? i'm also going on the master cleanse again, since i lost a whopping ten lbs the last time. yeah, i know that fasts are bad news, but it kind of felt awesome to get rid of those pesky little toxins. i know my limits :) consider this all part of my positivity mission. i'm almost caught up organizing my life, and this will be a piece of cake. mmm cake. ha ha oh no. i also have pms right now, as well as a nasty cold, soooo cravings are imminent. shit happens.<br /><br />talking in circles about body image, exercising, and food yay! <br /><br />wish me luck.the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-91466129885802347512009-06-28T01:21:00.004-04:002009-07-16T21:18:24.502-04:00touch sensitive-uh.blah blah blah time for one of these. i fear that this thing is becoming like a giant myspace bulletin :(<br /><br />What was your favorite candy as a kid?<br />red and green gummy bears.<br /><br />Whats the best place to order t-shirts online?<br />there are cool places to procure some hot t-shirt action all over the place. i guess that karmaloop is cool because they sell shirts by wowch?<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.karmaloop.com/vendor/WCH/zoom/PONY-GRAYzoom2.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 295px; height: 450px;" src="http://www.karmaloop.com/vendor/WCH/zoom/PONY-GRAYzoom2.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />Have you ever seen the show Dead Like Me?<br />no.<br /><br />How many clocks are in your house?<br />omg way to many.<br /><br />Has someone ever sexually poured candle wax on you?<br />no?<br /><br />Are you scared of Two-Legged Stools?<br />ha ha ha what? that's a weird question.<br /><br />If you were asked to name a very common phobia, what would you say?<br />agoraphobia.<br /><br />Can you ever be a vegan?<br />absolutely.<br /><br />Has someone ever called you peanut?<br />yep.<br /><br />What’s the closest pink object in your reach?<br />a tube of pink lipgloss.<br /><br />Have you ever taken a shower, naked, with a friend?<br />no.<br /><br />Who do you secretly, or openly, want to have sex with?<br />lol.<br /><br />Do you have a currently celebrity crush?<br />sure.<br /><br />Do you like nicknames that are from your name?<br />everyone mispronounces all of my names anyway.<br /><br />Have you ever gotten into a serious bike accident?<br />no, surprisingly.<br /><br />Have you, do you/ would you ever eat tofu?<br />holy shit yes.<br /><br />What would you say if a Playboy Playmate walked up to you on the street naked?<br />i would probably laugh?<br /><br />Where is most of the furniture in your house from?<br />all over.<br /><br />When you play The Sims, do you find your self overly-decorative?<br />i dont play the sims.<br /><br />Have you ever washed someones car to get money?<br />nope.<br /><br />Whats a question you always wanted to see on a survey but never did?<br />ha ha i haven't really thought about it.<br /><br />Have you ever walked in the middle of the street just to piss off people?<br />noooo.<br /><br />Were you ever drug tested, if so, what were your results?<br />yes, and i was c-c-clean.<br /><br />Have you ever been to a funeral?<br />yes.<br /><br />Does your grandma know how to party?<br />def.<br /><br />Have you ever been to Villa Roma?<br />no.<br /><br />What do you do when someone jokingly slaps your ass?<br />enjoy it?<br /><br />Is there a street name that you absolutely love?<br />bixley heath, y'all. lynbrook, long island 4 lyfe.<br /><br />Has someone ever written a song about you?<br />an impromptu one :)<br /><br />What kind of computer are you taking this survey on?<br />a PC.<br /><br />Have you ever seen the Geek Squad car in person?<br />uh huh.<br /><br />Have you ever taken a quiz to see how scene you are?<br />no i have not.<br /><br />Have you ever shaved your head?<br />no.<br /><br />Ever throw something at a fan and laughed as it flew across the room?<br />no, but i like talking into fans. that's HILARIOUS.<br /><br />Are you Jewish?<br />no.<br /><br />Have you ever dated someone that played drums?<br />ha ha i don't think so?<br /><br />Would you rather use a professional camera or a digital camera?<br />hmmm a professional one.<br /><br />Do you steal iPods from people on the bus/train?<br />no, but some girl GAVE me an ipod at a dance party in brooklyn. <br /><br />Do you currently have have bruises on your body?<br />no, just mosquito bites.<br /><br />Have you ever seen someone get beat up, and did something about it?<br />i yelled. it's scary when i yell.<br /><br />Have you ever watched Queer Duck?<br />queer duck?! no, but i'm pretty sure that i need to!<br /><br />What’s a movie that you haven’t watched in years?<br />the fifth element.<br /><br />Have you ever eaten something you weren’t supposed to?<br />um yeah sure.<br /><br />Have you ever had the urge to chew on a battery?<br />yuck.<br /><br />Have you ever made plans but then decided to just sit in the house?<br />oh yes.<br /><br />Did you have anything to drink today?<br />of course.<br /><br />Have you ever met a really skinny boy who wished he was skinnier?<br />nope.<br /><br />Is there an air conditioner in the room you are currently in?<br />yes, but it's not cold enough.<br /><br />How often do you cook?<br />quite often.<br /><br />When was the last time you cut your toenails?<br />a couple days ago.<br /><br />Why do the majority of teens think that fake eating disorders are cool?<br />i don't know? if they do that's sad ha ha. <br /><br />Last movie you saw:<br />"do you like hitchcock?" by dario argento.<br /><br />First decade you remember:<br />80's.<br /><br />Last drink you drank?<br />tap water.the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-34012222204791682352009-06-25T00:40:00.008-04:002009-07-01T23:07:03.616-04:00made of awesome part IIi love my pal <a href="http://dogganghappened.tumblr.com/">naimah</a>. i also love the <a href="http://itsdmaeclothing.tumblr.com/">art</a> that she makes. girl's an ace when it comes to painting super fun things on fabric! see?<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/46/l_12f8b495585640f58e52fde105b65113.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 600px; height: 800px;" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/46/l_12f8b495585640f58e52fde105b65113.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://5.media.tumblr.com/jIxi7EsTkp40h64hBsI1h4VYo1_500.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 500px; height: 375px;" src="http://5.media.tumblr.com/jIxi7EsTkp40h64hBsI1h4VYo1_500.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmLogkvVh2NxKIlxBPphq6GDn9oXabJIM0CWW1PW7EhEG38GcTxJA77CPPotrK9qDgZi6D3A2MDord5vKqMqfMhU7wQ263fv_oOmIZNMCcciP5ZlPHQoTsRwvuu7ZI6yqacU1vn0MbFOc/s1600-h/amaris.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmLogkvVh2NxKIlxBPphq6GDn9oXabJIM0CWW1PW7EhEG38GcTxJA77CPPotrK9qDgZi6D3A2MDord5vKqMqfMhU7wQ263fv_oOmIZNMCcciP5ZlPHQoTsRwvuu7ZI6yqacU1vn0MbFOc/s400/amaris.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5351125702973242898" /></a><br /><br />lucky for us she will be selling her wares at <a href="http://www.myspace.com/randomsquirrellab">the philadelphia independent craft market</a>. this is going to epic, you guys. magnificent crafts, bands, free BEER?! why wouldn't you go? i'm so there...<span style="font-weight:bold;">if</span> i can find a place to crash ha ha. seriously thinking about signing up for couchsurfing.com.<br /><br />if you can't make it to the craft market (sunday sunday sunday!), take a gander at naimah's line (d. mae!) <a href=" www.myspace.com/dmae0515 ">here</a>, and drop her line :)<br /><br />sooo, see you on sunday?the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-78313750447679995432009-06-02T20:19:00.005-04:002009-06-02T20:27:42.349-04:00being literal rules!ha ha i'm so sure that i'm probably <span style="font-style:italic;">super</span> late with this internet fad, but oh well :)<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/lj-x9ygQEGA&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=en&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/lj-x9ygQEGA&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=en&feature=player_embedded&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />"spin around! ninjas!"<br /><br />this video made me die, you guys. <span style="font-weight:bold;">DIE.</span><br /><br />p.s. new <a href="http://freeamaris.podomatic.com/">podcast</a>. new home for the aforementioned podcast. back to basics (see: minimal sound effects) on this one, yo. get some :)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i42.tinypic.com/9ztxle.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 576px; height: 432px;" src="http://i42.tinypic.com/9ztxle.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://freeamaris.podomatic.com/"><br />http://freeamaris.podomatic.com/</a>the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-689633640230633123.post-53977944446864165242009-05-27T23:24:00.004-04:002009-05-28T00:10:16.921-04:00blah blah survey blah<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.todayandtomorrow.net/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/mel_bochner_blah_blah_blah.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 640px; height: 853px;" src="http://www.todayandtomorrow.net/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/mel_bochner_blah_blah_blah.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />once again i've failed at updating this thing. blame foot surgery. blame tumblr. blame weekends full of free food and booze. blame my laziness, duh :)<br /><br />for now here's a survey. this blog is like a myspace bulletin.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">it's the final countdown! </span><br /> <br />10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now…<br /><br />1. you infuse me with wonder and awe.<br />2. your morality was a surprising disappointment.<br />3. teleporter.<br />4. i don't hate you. shit, i don't even KNOW you. all the same, i think that your "playful" desperation is pretty gross. that's enough, yo.<br />5. i'll make you so proud...you just don't know it yet.<br />6. you set the standard for A+ human beings. thank you.<br />7. i've been missing your friendship a lot for the past year. i've got a gut feeling that you just don't care about me anymore, so i've stopped trying.<br />8. if we put our brains together it would be all kinds of amazing. let's make lots of money...like that pet shop boys song.<br />9. i'll love you forever, and you are well aware of this.<br />10. i think that you're the best dressed person i've ever seen. i'd like to either a. raid your closet, or b. have you as my personal shopper.<br /><br />9 things people may not know about you<br /><br />1. i listen to the same music all of the time. it even annoys me.<br />2. i kind of love being an amazon woman with ginormous circus boobs.<br />3. my right foot is smaller than my left one.<br />4. i have a lot of trouble putting my ideas into fruition.<br />5. i'm a hopeless pack rat.<br />6. i want a glass of wine right now.<br />7. my right eybrow is thinner than my left eyebrow. this is because i have a scar there that won't allow my hair to grow. said scar came from that time i threw a guitar in the air and tried to catch it. i was three.<br />8. i used to go to the local water park in the summer for the sole purpose of screaming at the top of my lungs in public. no one judges you when you're on some crazy water slide called "the ANNIHILATOR." <br />9. i try to see the good in everything. sometimes it works, sometimes it bites me in the ass.<br /><br />8 ways to win my heart<br /><br />1. laughter.<br />2. awkward silences that make me blush.<br />3. good iced tea.<br />4. respect.<br />5. understanding.<br />6. unconditional caring.<br />7. craaaaazy chemistry.<br />8. pad thai.<br /><br />7 things that cross your mind a lot<br /><br />1. healing.<br />2. my favorite people.<br />3. ideas for new projects.<br />4. the future.<br />5. love.<br />6. music.<br />7. good iced tea.<br /><br /><br />6 things you do before you fall asleep<br /><br />1. read.<br />2. medicate myself.<br />3. wash my face.<br />4. brush my teeth.<br />5. mind explosion.<br />6. meditate.<br /><br />5 things you notice in the opposite sex<br /><br />1. hands.<br />2. eyes.<br />3. mouth.<br />4. brain.<br />5. voice.<br /><br />4 things you wish you never did<br /><br />1. car accident, duh.<br />2. use the internet.<br />3. worry.<br />4. waste my time regretting things.<br /><br />3 songs to describe your life<br /><br />1. when i grow up - fever ray<br />2. epitaph for my heart - the magnetic fields<br />3. fireworks - animal collective<br /><br />2 things you want to do before you die<br /><br />1. go on amazing adventures.<br />2. reach my full potential.<br /><br />1 confession… <br /><br />sometimes i wish that i could be heartless, but i know that will never happen. oh well.the only amarishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10960417689213240583noreply@blogger.com2