okay. my cheeks keep turning red, i'm sleepier than usual, my belly is slightly distended, and i am craving certain foods (in particular: homemade iced tea, and cheeseburger spring rolls).
mmmmmmm.
but yeah, the aforementioned symptoms can only mean that pms is on it's way. ha ha oh boy. i'm only bringing this up because last month EVERYTHING in the amaris galaxy seemed to go wrong during that time of the month. long story short: shit was not working, undesirable circumstances ensued, and i cried. yep, it sucked :) negativity is not going to take me alive this time around.
so i've been doing good with my mission of positivity (except for that time i thought that my boyfriend was copping an attitude), and i intend to keep things totally awesome. still don't know quite what i'm getting at with this post? i guess that it's kind of a reminder. a "don't freak out because your hormones are going to go crazy" reminder.
i'm beginning to think that i have insomnia. it's like 1 a.m. and i'm wide awake and bored. shit, i even signed on to aim. oh wait, i've been known to do that from time to time anyway. but yeah, i found this weird online survey about dreams. nice change of pace. my dreams are always super duper strange.
ahem.
Do you have the same dreams over and over again? it's been known to happen.
Have you ever saved someone’s life in a dream? not that i can remember.
Do some of your dreams come true? sometimes. it's pretty weird.
Has a dream ever scared you so badly that you couldn’t go back to sleep? omg yes.
Do you often fly in your dreams? no, but swimming is sometimes involved.
What about fall? yes! and then my legs get all restless and nuts and i wake up.
Ever had a dream where you or someone else dies? only close calls.
What about a natural disaster (tornado, flood, hurricane)? my dreams are often windy, and sometimes there's rain. but no natural disasters.
Out of all the dreams you remember, which is your favorite? the one where i was i at a beach at night and there were stars in the water.
Most puzzling? the one where i wound up hiding in a muddy bush, whispering to a friend.
Funniest? it escapes me at the moment, BUT i have woken up laughing before. it was awesome :)
Have you ever dreamed that you were lost? no?
Ever had super abilities (invisibility, super strength)? not really.
Do you ever dream of dinosaurs? when i was a kid i used to day dream about dinosaurs. instead of imaginary friends i had imaginary dinosaurs.
Do you ever confuse your dreams with reality? ALL OF THE TIME. i'm often prone to saying/thinking things like, "did that really just happen?"
Do you ever dream about sex? ha ha ha aw shucks. of course, but my dreams seem to be a lot more sublime than real life.
ha ha lame surveys :)
ah. i'd very much like to have some kind of sleepover party (snuggie party?), so i can hear all about other people's weirdo dreams the next day.
right now i'm going to go continue re-reading "running with scissors." right now i keep listening to this:
i totally want to go, but i'm sure that i won't be able to make it. hopefully this stays on exhibit for a while so i can check it out at a more convenient time :)
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aaaaand in other news, how about our new president?! omg, yes we did! i'm soooo genuinely happy, proud, and full of hope that it's incredible. almost too much to handle. all the same, i kind of wish that folks would stop with the cynicism and naysaying so early on in the game (a little positivity goes a long way, trust me). i ain't mad at you though :) to each their own of course. still, i love you more than anything, you're better than gold, y'all are my Rushmore. all of you :)
